I swear my depression just keeps getting worse.
I'm also anticipating bad news on the medical front when I see Dr. Lee. on July 19, which doesn't help.
Somehow, though, my depression seems to blunt my fears. It's a very weird sensation. But I would give anything for this depression to lift, at least enough that I could write and continue to document my life with cancer.
I want--or wanted--this blog to be my legacy.